Ask A Healer Etheric Alchemy Series

Soul-Level, Quantum Energy Healing and Cosmic Holistic Wellbeing - Patterns of Light and Information
Copyright, Neva J. Howell

The defection and confession of a holistic wellbeing and natural healing devotee

I have devoted decades of this lifetime to the study of natural healing only to find out that knowledge limits the I AM of me.

Painting myself into a corner over and over, thinking I had found some protocol or remedy that would once and for all heal some condition, led to a radical shift in my own awareness around this idea of healing and illness.

I invite you to meet me in the space between things, for just a moment.

Carlos Castenedas' books introduced me to this idea of the space between things. I was walking down the road after reading about where the nagual talks about how a hunter gets his prey. A successful hunter succeeds not by looking at the woods, the trees or the landscape but by looking at the space between the leaves, the space between the trees.

Until I read that, I didn't even realize that I did habitually focus on form. I really never looked at that space between the leaves. Wow, there was a lot there when I finally did look.

Something about that simple choice to look at the space between the leaves, activated new awareness about looking away from form in other areas of my life. I noticed that focusing on the body and the state of imbalance perpetuated something unhealthy in me.

I began to look at the space around belief systems, the space between paradigms and knowledge as well as the space between physical things like my body.

I also began to look at the space between this idea of taking natural remedies and prescription drugs to address physical symptoms and the energetic field outside the form of illness.

Of course, putting a natural remedy or prescription drug into my body to help it balance does seem to work. It may even be the best way to approach healing, when there is a belief system that says:

"Something needs to be taken, to help my body heal."

Now, may we shift to the space around that belief?

Is it possible there may be another level of consciousness where nothing needs to be healed and energetic patterns may simply shift to a more harmonious rhythm without physically taking anything? In this space, might staying healthy become more like a dance with the universe?

I invite you to meet me in the space between things...

I am exploring quantum energy frequencies and releasing some pretty fundamental ideas about healing.

At quantum levels, the very word "healing" becomes obsolete and many of the words I have used to address states of illness and disease begin to sound like words from a foreign language, word with no meaning.

Though I can still speak that language and write in that language, it feels more and more foreign to me.

This website, and it's contents, feel like sort of a vibrational energy imprint of my consciousness evolving.

In it's pages, I see so much of old patterns of light and information based on knowledge more than wisdom.

The challenge now is to discern the most appropriate way to utilize the gridline of energy laid down on this website; the best way to gradually replace old patterns of frequency within limiting belief systems I've helped to support.

How have I supported limiting belief systems?

By providing health information that allowed for an even deeper ingrained reality around disease, illness and problems.

By crystalizing a reality from the quantum field of potential, that said things needed to be healed.

By focusing on healing instead of recognizing that health is always there

By energizing the morphic field of disease rather than energizing the quantum healing energy potential of every moment.

It's a fundamental error - to focus on the condition instead of the space around the condition where something new may be noticed. In the simple act of noticing, something new may impact the condition instantly.

Perhaps you are at a similar point in some area of your own life, where who you were and how you lived your life have come to feel foreign?

Somehow, maybe even without knowing why, you have found yourself staring into space and sensing that it is more full than it ever felt before?

Perhaps the edges of your reality are losing their rigidity and becoming more fluid. Are you seeing signs that it's time to expand beyond what you know? Are you willing to not know?

Are you where I am now with this idea? Have you progressed beyond my current understanding of quantum reality?

Wherever you are on the evolution wheel, I thank you for the gift of your presence and frequency infusion to this page.

I'm excited about the potential to embrace cosmic holistic wellbeing as a constant state.

I'm excited about witnessing stabilization of fluxuating situations once subject to thoughtforms, belief systems, limiting paradigms and collective consciousness gridlines.

I'm getting more comfortable with not being sure of anything, not knowing anything for sure because knowledge, while initially comforting has kept me in a reality that felt confining and restrictive, and not very close to what my heart wants.

I'm releasing that comfortable knowing because the moment I "know" something, I notice that the knowing closes all the other doors; all the other potentials.

Knowing may just be another name for deciding what is real for me, the little me, the ego self and personality.

I'm exploring what it's like never to know and simply to feel into the space around me for the Source connection that is always in quantum attunement with my optimal good, without mind manipulation, assessment or evaluation.

Knowing and Physical Illness:

Once I "know" I have fibromyalgia, I have fibromyalgia. My free will makes it true in the moment I accept it and embrace it as true. My body accepts the belief and it is true.

If I don't know I have fibromyalgia anymore, could something else be true?

Is it possible that naming and owning a condition may bind me to something that could be temporary; just a flux in the patterns. By focusing on the space around a pattern of information that feels uncomfortable, I may realign with God.

In that realignment, lies universal energy fields where any level of pattern may be instantly shifted.

I invite you to meet me in the space between things ...

Is it possible that thoughts, emotions and apparent health conditions are simply patterns of light and information in the quantum field of potential, without particular meaning til someone assigns it?

If the emotional charge around such an assignment, (like "you have cancer") was dropped, could the patterns realign with health more easily?

Is it possible that life is a cosmic dance of light, only tied to words like good and bad by mental agreement for purposes of the ego and personality?

How about the lives of others around me? Is it possible that the light and dark moving and dancing in certain rhythyms and playing out in certain ways, might look differently if I focused on the space around it and chose not to label or quantify?

Etheric Alchemy Sessions Available:

For the first time in several years, I am again offering Etheric Alchemy Healing Facilitation. Please contact me if you want to schedule an appointment. It may help to read this first .... The Pipe and the Aftermath

Meet me in the space between things, if this resonates with you.

Do you feel as if it would be a move toward freedom to release these strongly held and deeply ingrained concepts of right or wrong, good or bad, healed or sick, save the world, suffering and pain, guilt and shame?

Do you enjoy realizing that all those beliefs may have only been dancing patterns of light and information that may have been useful at one point in our evolution and that we may have reached a point where we can let them go now?

Do you begin to see the infinite nature of patterns of light and grasp the potential of unlimited choice?

If so, meet me in the space between things.

Love, Neva


askme at askahealer.com

That's really the final irony of this page .... ask a healer. For me, here and now, there is no healer and nothing to heal. There is no me and there is no you. I'm talking to myself and now, I thank my self for listening.

In that space, in between, in that breath where no one knows anything, everything may be possible. In that breath, the world may become a cosmic playground and the soul-level work we all have been trying so hard to get done may be already accomplished - I want to explore the potential. How about you?

What is cosmic variance? Uncertainty at a quantum level. To me, it may be the story of five blind men, all touching different parts of the same elephant and thinking the part they are touching is the truth of elephants vs a sighted person standing some distance away from the same elephant and describing it as well as the five men touching it. To a quantum physicist, cosmic variance means "a statistical uncertainty inherent in observations of the universe at a distance". Source: Cosmic Variance from Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Now that just makes my hair hurt .... and part of me gets it.

Why I hardly ever use health supplements now.